I LOVE YOU JIALING..............

Hey guys really sry for nt updating for quite some time.....

Bt i was really busy, concentrating on my studies...Nxt week is my exams argh like totally stressed up and beside gt smth else also which just combines together and i feel like crying....I cant talk to anyone about this....Im really sorry if i did smth wrong in fact i dunt noe wad i did wrong....I kinda find its unfair seeing u treating mi so differently from others and making mi feel guilty about it....Y have you change??? U need to tell mi or talk to mi abt it....Todae in class during IKP, i felt tt smth was missing.....I noe the answer and i cant keep feeling tis way its not mi...Seeing u changing is making me change.....I cant do tis anymore....I've decided to stay away from you until you are ready...We were so close and you just..........Forget it..Hope things change quickly....Tts it for now...

adioz ppl....

Reply to jia ling....

Thats nvr true....DUNT SAY THAT ok ....U may think that you r boring to mi but to me u R NT...i dunt want you to feel left out and is like without you thrs no me.... really enjoy being wif you and u r NT BORING understand.....you do entertain mi even before i started to noe them you were wif mi and we were the entertainments and we could not care less wad ppl say...Wad happen to tat Jocelyn tat i met....I want her back....I miss her alot.....Dunt say it urself tt u are boring cause you are not la...I did nt even say tt did i ?If u think that i nt being wif u is going to make it better, you so so wrong lady....Its only making it worst...I hope you understand...pls dunt do tis to mi...i feel very weird and awkward...I love you Jocelyn/Mummy/Jialing/spongebob/catwomen.......Wad happen to the times we had so much fun huh? I miss that so much....We would go crazy and wild and super duper hyper...haha....I dunt want to leave you out....oooo and remember we use to tell each secret stuff and we would u noe talk abt it ....yea its like nowadays we dunt really talk to each other tt much n nvr share anything to each other....No FAIR....I WANT TIS TO CHANGE...

Yesterdae I had the most great time ever....Our teacher and the NYAA people who is Andrew, sherine, Samuel, Wee ping, Eric and me went to volunteer ourself to help out for the old folks and the small kids whose parents abundant them..Its kinda like a small carnival for them....and it was at the Singapore Flyer Sky Deck...So we arrived thr at 12pm and we had to pack the goodie packs for them...Then we changed to a green t-shrit which they provided for us and it was kinda nice...haha While we waited for the kids to arrive we had glitter tattoos done on ourself and Andrew had his face painted so funny he looked haha....Then wen the kids came i had no idea wad to do bt sherine was happily finding for kids to play around...Untill i lost her and i couldnt find her...so i gt bored and i had nth to do n the rest of my friends were bored and so we sat and talked...And its nt like us only volunteering like thrs alot of people volunteered for this...Until i got really bored tt i went up to this station whr we can make our own beads and i started doing for myself bt then while im doing it my friends came up to mi and they were like "wah who r u doing for, never do for mi, you r very bad.."And i felt bad so i made everyone 1 even my teacher bt except andrew he didnt ask....Then sherine came and she decided she wants to do it to so we were doing it together and we didnt eat lunch as we were'nt hungry...After lunch the kids came back and was playing again...Sherine and mi decided to go in the (the big ballon whr u can jump on it) i dunt really noe whats tt called...Anw so we went in and became the monsters start catching the kids...It was damn fun at the same time tiring....They were rough too...OHH it brings back childhood memories...hehe...After they left, we cleared up and we had breifing...They had extra tickets for the Singapore Flyer so we quickly took it bt it wasnt enough for all of us...Andrew and Sherine was left out...Sry Guys....SO Sam, Eric, And mi went up...I really loved it cause eric kept making us laugh and ya we had picnic thr...We brought one goodie bag up so we happily eating and enjoying the view haha damn good n nice...We took like lots of pic as i insisted...haha Sam bought a pic of us tt we took before went on....Then We went to Marina Square to eat Dinner at Pizza hut...Like i only had $6...Haha But Eric kinda treat us so Thanks Eric........So we quickly walked back to City Hall MRT station and i took bus home...ANd i went home at 11pm...First time i came home alone this late...haha...SO yea Jocelyn and Kokway happy this post is long and i have updated....O ya sry guys have no pic yet its wif sam once i get it i will upload it...aightes

Paise out....

hey i just want to tell this person whoever u are tt i do nt like anyone in my class ok...And you are wrong, in my post i have nvr said tt i liked a chef aightes...Get your facts right before spreading it to everyone....I hate people who spread false rumours....And STOP being a BIG mouth...ok...
Anw Jocelyn is great tt you r getting better....Hope to c ya in sch 2morrow....Kok Way lets continue playing Audition Sea....And stop calling me (you should noe) TT name....I will smack ur head wen i see you....ok...

Pasie out...

Get Well Soon..

OMG y is evey1 getting sick nowadays.....Jocelyn I hope you recover soon and i hope you come to sch 2morrow...U got 2 man....ANd Ma'am Pls take care for your health....We are missing you...We dunt have class for like three days im going to be home sick....AHHHHH......KOK WAY!!!! U better play wif mi audition one more time...And dunt worry im nt going to be addicted to it...I just hope tis swine flu and all the funny funny sickness goes away very soon...I hate sickness...EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW....So for those who is going to be sick or alrdy pls take good care of youself....

Pasie-out

Its Been Four damn tiring dae...Had practical for four consecutive daes...Haiz Tis is hw it is going to be like wen i start working in Restaurants.....We sold food to the training kitchen 2dae...Red Wine Chicken wif Curry Pumpkin Soup wif Garlic Mash and Sauteed Vegetables...WooooHooo..
We were abit too late to present our food bt we improved alot....YAY...I can See tt everyone is damn Tired...I had nt rest enough for the past four days....Damn it is tiring....Wen i went to school i was like total Emo and i said to myself that i dunt have ENERGY to be hyper like hw i was...Bt Then wen i saw my frends I dunt noe where the Energy came from bt i was like super duper hyper bt thr was abit of emoing haha needed to rest...Todae was really great i just cant wait for the weekends and MOTHER'S DAE.....Hope eveyone has something planned for your very special MOM...If U dunt u better think of smth, u still gt time....I think tt's all o ya, Try out Honey Milk Tea or strawberry Milk Tea...It's really smth...

Pasie Out.....

The Usual....

Hey yar....Tis week is like tiring....Mostly like every freaking dae thr is practical...yesterdae we had fun in the kitchen...We did red wine chicken and we had to pan fry it...It's almost like BBQing it....So everyone had fire coming out from their pan and they were taking pics including mi...Its something like Flambe...It was fun, but scary kinda of way cause we were playing wif fire...hahs..tts abt all for yesterdae....

Well for 2dae arrived in sch at 8.30 and had to take temperature....then started practical wif the whole class at 9...We were selling our food to the training kitchen...So we had to prepare very fast..Luckily Jocelyn partnered me...Haha if nt i dunt think i can finish all by myself....Thx babe...so after presenting it in a plate we could eat the left overs and mine was 1 of them....So i took back my plate and then a hungry ghost came and ate my chicken wif cranberry sauce...LOL...EAT EAT EAT...No wonder he has a Santa clause stomach...LOL...Then cleared up...Im so relieved tt 2dae had no IKP..Went to IMM's GIANT after practical wif Jocelyn, Han Wei, Elton, Jenny, Darren, Eric, Jeremey, Sherine and few more to look for 2morrow practice for the Tabasco competition....It was really really fun...Especially Darren and the video he shared wif mi....It was damn freaking hilarious, Couldn't stop myself from laughing out Loud.....Then we went to Long John Silver to have our lunch..After tt we took a shuttle bus to the Mrt station and half of the grp went to play pool and the other went home...Im really exhausted, was like sleeping in the bus...haha..

To someone:

Im really sorry for wad had happen....I cant give you your birthdae wish and i dunt think i can ever fullfill tt wish for you...Im really sorry, I can't...It was meant to be tis way...Can't help it...But i want to be a frend to you, Is the least i can do...Happy Birthdae...Hope you are happy wif your life...Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAE...

Its All about Love...

Just want to share with you guys something...

Have you ever been in Love?
Do u noe wad love is?
Do you noe how to express it?
I don't really noe how to express it but i damn well noe i can express it one way or another....
I wrote a poem about a person i really liked, and i want to share it with you guys...

When i first saw you
You irritated the hell out of me
When i talk to you You gave me sarcasm
But when i saw you the second time,My heart was set on sparks
My day lit up
I smile when you tease me
Each and every night i would think about you
Looking at every corner to see if you are around
Making me feel your warmth
My heart saddens if i Dun see you
All I'm saying is that desire comes and goes
I want you wif me every second I call you to see if you responded
And you would turn to even ask me y
The perfect world was just around us
But you did not acknowledge it
All i want is a simple yes
But now it is just gone
Not talking isn't gonna take it away
I'm missing you day and night
Not seeing you for a day could get me upset
I keep bleeding till you re gone
I treasure you in my heart always
Realizing how much i miss you
Day by day you drift away from me
I want you to be close to me forever
Being beside me when i need you
Lending me your shoulder when I'm crying.

Love is all around us..Love can be amazing, if you find the right person.Love can touch us one time, And last for a lifetime, And never let go till we're gone..So people out there who are in love hold on to ur partners as long as you can...And people who are not, not to worry the time will come....Stay Happy People.....

Pasie Out....